Wow what a long ass weekend! It was Jay’s sisters wedding, it was fun and very pretty she wore all my jewelry. A set I recently bought matched her dress perfect! A fun time was had by all. Two weddings in one year really made me think about my life and if I will ever marry and have kids. I did a lot of thinking this weekend. Kandi even said at the wedding isn’t funny how at my wedding you and Jay had no idea you would be where you are today. And it’s like I told her until the day it happened the second it happened we had no idea we would be where we are today. I’m sorry about the timing of the events but I do not have one regret, I did nothing wrong. And im over the whole feeling guilty thing just because im happy. My feet were killing me though, I hate heels! I met his whole family there are great. I can’t wait till I get my raise probably by the end of October me and Jay we will be making almost 5 grand a month between us! That will nice once my bankruptcy clears its all about buying a house! They have great first time buyers program. Ok I got to get some work done. Isn’t it weird how your whole life and outlook on life can change in a matter of days? I was set in my ways for so long and so sure life would turn out one way and now it’s completely different. I am truly amazed that one person, and this person I really did not get along with, could make such and impact on my life. I guess you really just never know.